Mask-Parade

channeled by Kem

October 5, 2013      

Masquerade / Mask-Parade

            It is not about the MASQUERADE, but about the MASK-PARADE, really. It is all about the “reveal charade” – how to take down the masks, especially from our own eyes and viewpoint.

            Some say I had a pretty great face – my MASK parade was on the easy side.  I hid behind it—for years.  I think as I grew older, that mask just came down because it had to.  Because I couldn’t keep it up in place. The reveal of my “charade” as, of course, “I am okay” turned into putting up a mask of a different kind—skewed face, if you will, with markings of cynicism and bitterness and shame because, actually --

I could not “face” the inevitable—prancing around the secret world of Kem without a mask that I could treasure.  One that made me “look” okay.

            This is no e-mail or g-mail, but it is a KEY-mail—for key points I don’t want you guys to miss.  I know you don’t feel like you (Nancy) can open your mouth and have me step through. So let’s do KEY-mails for the moment. 

            This is the quick start –

            For my wife to be happy and my daughter to be happy, I came here.

            But it also makes/made me happy—

 Not happy to have left them / there (the earth), but [what made me happy was] to have COME here---to ME, to my own reveal-charade.

I have cleaned the septic tank of my heart—of my attitude—through various means.

It’s not done, but it’s on the way.  The initial phase of seeing the junk and the cobwebs from THIS side is amazing and very much a point of KEY-mail delivery (I will explain more another time).

Facing the point of life on that/your side of the veil is a huge part of it.

Are you up for the challenge of writing down my “givings” (and old mis-givings)? 

I won’t come if you don’t want me to.  But I don’t want to miss this chance—to channel key points I have learned and share them.

(We both need to work on how to do this—strengthening the give and take through this method of communication.) 

Please let them know how proud I am of them---Please!

That’s the main key for me today.  To pronounce my old and outdated ways of masking. And now denounce them.

They and you knew me all along.  And by their love and example have shined the mirror in my direction—so I can see this, my NEW face, this new side of me that was revealed to them in their hearts all along.  In some ways, I just couldn’t face their love, and mostly, I couldn’t face loving me.  But it has become so obvious that I had to make sure I was looking at ME and not the mask.  That’s what they taught me.  Ever, ever grateful. 

Let them know I am with them more than they realize, but I have also been with ME—and I’ve come to be okay with me—like they were with me—now more and more. 

Signed,

            “Me” – this time with a capitol “M”